Writing Down Rain - My poems, songs, and other thoughts

Tell me what I do not know.
I know I'm a failure. I know it shows.
But can't you see I'm trying my hardest?
But also, I am not the smartest.
I know I can do more, but how?
How does you making fun help me now?
The tears I cry make me see blurry.
How often can I say "I'm sorry"?
Can't you see that I'm trying to be
More than I am, more than just me?
But I need help, from you the most.
But will you help me?
No you won't.

In a room with
No light I
Sit alone and
Contemplate on
The event of
My stupid life an
I think about

What's the point of living
When all your life is hell?
What's the point of making amends
When you already fell far below?
What's the point of going on
When your road is drenched in blood?
What's the point of loving
When your heart's just gonna be broken?

I think of you and
I wonder if
You think of me when
You are lonely
The events of
Your stupid life make
You think about

What's the point of living
When all your life is hell?
What's the point of making amends
When you already fell far below?
What's the point of going on
When your road is drenched in blood?
What's the point of loving
When your heart's just gonna be broken?

And in the dark cold nights
I sit at home
Wondering if you're crying
All alone
And I want to come to you!
And I want to come to you!
What's the point in living?
What's the point in living?
What's the point in living?
What's the point in living?

What's the point of living
When all your life is hell?
What's the point of making amends
When you already fell far below?
What's the point of going on
When your road is drenched in blood?
What's the point of loving
When your heart's just gonna be broken?
What's the point of living
When all your life is hell?
What's the point of making amends
When you already fell far below?
What's the point of going on
When your road is drenched in blood?
What's the point of loving
When your heart's just gonna be broken?

My heart's just gonna be broken
You're gonna break my heart!

I thought you cared.
Why don't you?
I thought you loved me.
Why isn't it true?
You said you missed me.
Why do you lie?
You said you loved me.
Fuck you, go die.

Love can sometimes creep up on you
Take you over and consume you
And before you know what's going on
You'll never want it to be gone

But when it is you'll want to die
Because it hurts so much the "Bye"
And you will promise yourself never again
But next thing you know you're in love again

You said old feelings are coming back
I said no way we can go back
Four years is a long long time
I cannot just turn on a dime
But now I'm feeling the same things too
And I know I was never over you
Sorry for the things I said
Sorry for the way you bled
If and when we meet again someday
I know it'll be hard pulling myself away